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Well. I have been kind of a fat cat lately. I can’t believe I’ve fallen off the bandwagon so damn hard! Ever since my friend’s shower, I’ve been shoveling food down my gullet like it’s my job!! I can’t believe it! I’ve completely lost sight of my goals. And the fitness fund. I haven’t worked … Continue reading

Embarassing…

Embarassing…

I haven’t written in here in about a week. Just to update you. The fad diet did not work. I couldn’t fit into my dress in a week. And I didn’t cheat. Oh well. Since Saturday, I have cheated. A LOT. I had 2 good days since then, including today. I’m back on track. I’m focused again. … Continue reading

Whoa!

Whoa!

Just to remind you, I’ve put myself on a crash diet for 7 days to fit into a dress that I haven’t fit into in 7 years. This is day 5. 2 more days of this crap! Not eating carbs is ok, I guess but I’d really like something sweet other than sugar free jello … Continue reading

THIS is why I don’t do “fads”

THIS is why I don’t do “fads”

Today is day 2 of 7 for my fad diet. I woke up this morning and felt terrible. Headache, nauseous… Couldn’t get out of bed. Stupid sugar withdrawal. Part of me feels as though sugar is definitely the enemy and drug-like considering my reaction of 1 day without it. However, I haven’t eaten anything with added … Continue reading

Painful Decision…

Painful Decision…

Ugh… Well. As I’ve said many times over, fad diets are shit. I don’t believe in them for the long run and I don’t think people should do them. I’ve done them with good results. However, they don’t last very long. That’s why changing one’s lifestyle is really the way to go. Which has been … Continue reading

Motivation?

Motivation?

July 4th wasn’t a complete disaster! I’m surprised honestly… And I bought new sports bras! Yesterday, I had zero motivation to go and work out. I kept on thinking about my goals but laziness was about to prevail… That is, until, I remembered my next to empty fitness fund jar. Who knew that earning $2 … Continue reading

My Kryptonite

My Kryptonite

Everyone has their weakness. I have been battling mine for years. On the subway on the way to work this morning, I got hit with a craving. Hard. I tried to talk myself out of it. As I was leaving the subway, I tripped up the stairs and hurt my toe. So I then decided … Continue reading

Nightmare-ish Day

Nightmare-ish Day

Do you ever catch a glimpse at your own reflection without realizing it? And then, upon realizing you’re actually looking at yourself, you develop a complex for the rest of the day? Ever happen to you twice within a half hour’s time!? I was sitting on the subway next to a shiny surface and saw my reflection. … Continue reading

OMG Day 1

OMG Day 1

I survived Day 1! Although I went over about 90 calories. But I’m ok with that as I’m about to go on a 10 mile bike ride. Also, there’s a few more hours left in the day. I can easily screw this up. But I won’t. It is absolute torture taking bikini photos and then … Continue reading